Sleep is my only lover tonight.

… And all I ever wanted was to be normal, to have a normal family, to have pillow fights with my brothers and embarrass each other In front of friends. But I didn’t. So I guess is my turn to write my own story. People always disappoint you.

random, Monday night. feeling blah. i dont go to school, but have so much homework, life of an organizer. now all i want to do is paint my face blue to feel somewhat normal.